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2008 in Review

Sun Jan 04 2009 2:36pm PST
Mood: cold
Music: Lee Ann Womack - I Hope You Dance

Ok I'm a little late with this than what I usually am but better late than never right? 2008 has been a strange year. Learned many things that I have wondered about. Some things are still under observation pending a conclusion.

Tried to stay away from girls. Needed time to rest and heal. Still do really but once in a while I meet someone I'd like to have a relationship with. I'm a glutton for punishment I guess :).

I managed to meet someone that I really liked and thought would be a perfect match. We had lots of fun together and great talks. She was very pretty inside and out. But like all girls I seem to have a connection with, she only wanted to be friends. Should have known better the moment I liked her but couldn't help myself. I saw something there that is rare to me and I wanted to see it grow. I do miss her :(.

I accomplished little more than half my goals. Some things didn't pan out the way I hoped. Oh well, try again in a different way in 09.

One of my goals that had much success was my work out. Gained on my arms and shoulders. Gained about 10-15lbs overall. Everybody seems to comment on it. "have you been working out?" they say. Yes :). I found I have a major lack of protein holding me back from what could have been bigger gains. This is where my high metabolism is hindering me as I burn the protein almost as fast as the sugar. I try to suppliment with protein drinks because I can only eat so much meat before I'm eating too much fat.

This year surely had strange predictions and strange confirmations that I would like to know the end of but as always have to wait to see these things come to pass. sigh.

Well that's all for 2008. Not a great year but not a terrible one either. Look forward to 2009 (whether I want to or not haha!)

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A Hero's Struggle

Mon Dec 15 2008 2:56am PST
Mood: lonely
Music: Toby Mac - One Love

Laying on the ground, all his strength gone, beat up, and shattered. Yet somehow finding strength within him to get up. Strength not his own but Him who dwells in him. A red chakra glows around him but red because of the Blood.

Our hero stands up to face his arch-enemy once again. An enemy of countless years. An enemy that, whenever on the verge of defeat, always slips away to fight again. An enemy that was once dead, seems to come back to life. Once again it stands there. Mocking our hero who is about to kick his ass!

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Love's Wisdom

Wed Dec 10 2008 11:05am PST
Mood: down
Music: Lee Ann Womack - I Hope You Dance

I thought I would just compile several posts into one reference post.

What is Love? The Secret Revealed
Problem? Unresolved Questions
Meeting? The Solution (updated)
I'm Looking for my Soul Mate. About Soul Mates...
As if someone wants me. Wife Prophesy?!?
Blah Blah Someone Like You. Notable Thought
What's Your Type? Some Self Observation
What stood out? This Stood Out to Me
Strange to know that stood out before... Deaths in Dreams Interpreted
What? Sad Realization

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