Sun Apr 25 2010 9:22pm PDT
Mood: introspective
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How do you turn fire in to flesh? So many deaths, so many rebirths. What if a part of you can not become flesh again? What if it stays fire and burns or turns very slowly back? Like a wound that won\'t heal. Is that then how you kill a phoenix? To make it burn out. Half flesh, half fire it dies. Not because it burns the flesh but because it can not heal. The flesh must be whole or the body doesn\'t work.
There is a part of this phoenix that will likely never heal. A flaw in it\'s rebirth. This phoenix can not become whole again on it\'s own. A fire rages inside a fleshy exterior. At times the fire calms becoming flesh enough to function. But at certain situations it flares up and burns causing great pain. Preventing him from doing what is necessary to live whole again.
This phoenix sees only 3 solutions to this delema. None of them seem like they will happen. Maybe it\'s just meant to burn till it finally does give out. How long does a phoenix live anyway?