Sat Nov 01 2008 3:49pm PDT
Mood: blah
Music: Crowded House - Don’t Dream It’s Over
While reading and listening to the lyrics for the song on this post and thinking about various events in my life. The interpretation to why I die in my dreams. The key wasn\'t why I die but that I get back up after the fatal wound.
I view it like this: No matter what attack or circumstance will overcome me. There is always strength in me to get back up and see my wounds heal before my very eyes. No matter the method of my death, I still get back up to continue the fight again and again. Like Neo at the end of the Matrix haha!
Many have said \"you must be strong to handle this so well. id be a mess right now\". Maybe now I know why. I\'ve already died to them and been revived.