Sun Oct 26 2008 2:49pm PDT
Mood: confused, sad
Music: All-American Rejects - Move Along
Nothing in life has been more perplexing to me than getting from friendship to relationship. It seems to defy all logic, methods, feelings, or whatever else you can think to list.
Why does every girl I meet that has great potential for an awesome relationship only want me as a friend? I just don\'t understand it. There always seems to be a barrier between me and a girl. So much so I gave it a name long ago. \"The Relationship Barrier\" akin to the sound barrier.
Why am I so different? Why is it so easy for others to cross? I just can not seem to find the answers to this :-(.
The only solution I\'ve been able to come up with is to avoid being close friends with girls I like. That solution sucks too, but at least I avoid getting attached over time to someone who doesn\'t view me the same. Still that hasn\'t been very effective in avoiding friend zone territory. I guess the only way I can interact with a girl I like is ask her out right away. I don\'t like to do that though because I like to get to know a girl before I ask her out. Often I find a girl I thought I liked has something about her that I would rather avoid making her undatable. Good to avoid a bad relationship before it becomes one I think but what do I know :-/.
I don\'t even want to bother anymore. Maybe I\'ll reconsider after the new year.