Sun Jul 20 2008 9:52pm PDT
Mood: weird
Music: Toshiro Masuda - Third\'s Fight
ok weird thing happened while at church today. i was walking around the lobby and i see one of the older ladies that has known me there and talks to me for awhile. she stops me to talk and somehow the conversation gets to if i want a wife. she seemed to think i didnt want one for some reason. maybe i told her i didnt want a girlfriend right now but surely wouldnt say i dont want a wife. after she asked me several times if i wanted a wife. she prays over me blessing and prophecy saying ill find her this year.
it certainly is a tough thing to believe even if true. i surely have deceived myself about it more than enough before to be excited or even believing. its one of those i have to see it and when i do lots of praise will be due Him. would have been nice to have a name too. but id probably just meet 100 girls with that name during the year if that happened lol.
id rather just forget it and be surprised later. if i remember ill just dwell on it all year wondering who or when. meh. who wants to do that? so ill leave my memory of it here and forget about it and maybe find it again someday and remember what was said.