JX Poems
What is Honor and Glory to You
What is honor without righteousness?
What is glory without self worth?
What is honor and glory if you won it over
for another's happiness?
What is honor and glory if you are not happy?
...Never deceive yourself!!!
Lingering Disgust
I try not to analyze anything
I try not to answer everything
I try to just let things be
And then it's great
No confrontations, just sweet-sweet periods of holding you
Just like the way it was before
And it's great
Yeah so great that I can't help but to fall hopelessly in love
And I want to so bad but I can't
Everytime I catch myself falling
She is there
Sadly she is the only reason why you are here
The only reason why you think you're in love with me
And the only reason why you've given me a second chance to
make you love me
I'm sure you're genuine when you say you miss me
but how real is it when you say you love me
It's sad to fore-see that when you find out it'll be too late
for me.
Strangers Passing Through
Before I met you I already knew of you
I had heard of your calaver
And the great things that you had done
I have to say that I was nervous to meet you at first
But in our times together I've gotten to know you alittle more
And knowing you hasn't changed at all the image I painted,
Before we met,
It has only added
When I look at you I see someone special
And even though we've only spent random hours together
I know that I'll remember you always
Without saying much you've somehow made an impression
Wherever I go in life I'll remember your name
I'll look for you work and I expect to find them
So don't dissapoint me
In this life we're only strangers passing through
Finding your work will be all I have of you
Piercing
I closed my eyes
As if it would blind me from the pain
My love for you became my enemy
And my eyes emancipated rivers of tears
No sound could I make
For the pain was too intense
No speech could I speak
For my voice was clogged with agony
And my world shattered...
At the command of your wish
Never have I felt so much pain
The very second after you announced my release
I felt your words like a needle in detail
Piercing straight through my Heart
At a Loss
I want to call you
But I wouldn't have anything to say
I want to write you
But I wouldn't have a reason why
I want to see you
But I wouldn't have an explaination
Though most of all...
I want to JUST forget about you
But I can't...
No I can't
And I can't win with you.
Untitled
There's always that one
That one you can't forget
That one person that you wish could have worked
And you know that you'll always love them
Because you fell in love with the part of them
that could never change.
You fell in love with their soul.
The OutCast
All around me there is love
There are people falling love
There are people ceremoning their love
There are people savoring their love
And of course...
There are those who hunger for love
...search for love,
...cry for love,
...wish for love,
...pray for love,
But I, I am a proud outcast of it all
For even when I am surrounded
All it's offerings and all it's admirers...still;
I am immune,
...untouchable in it,
...holy of it,
...numb to it and,
...free from it.
Demons of the Heart
Don't pretend it's content
How can things be so great
If you live in fear,
And with doubt.
Tell me what it's all about.
What rules your heart?
Is it fear or is it I...
That finds you at night.
The Untouchables
They're the ones you'd fall for
And love like none other
You would be so faithful
And you would want none other
The ones that make no sense
But you would make sense of it
Yet they would break your heart
If you tried any harder
The ones you never can truley have
Because they...
They will never want you the way
that you have wanted them
And that's just the way it goes
with
They...
Them...
Thee Untouchables.
Skeptical Crush
How undescribable I feel
I don't care if it falls apart
But yet, then again, I do
Because for you...
I'd stop my world from tunning,
And because you...
You make me want to believe
in the word love again.